Friday, December 25, 2009

Keep Me

I love you so much
and I know you love me with all your heart
We've come such a long way
6 years and counting
Still to this day you have my heart
After all that we've been through
you still have all of me
But don't forget what we have
and how hard we fought to get here
No matter how many years we have under our belt
we can't forget to keep each other
Please don't forget to Keep Me

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Today You Vow

Today you made a promise
Your love
Your all
Nothing less
All mine
Today you came to me on bended knee
Asked me for forgiveness
Took my hand
Vowed that this was us; no other shall come between what we have
Today, our future changed
Reality kicked in
This is me
This is you
This is us
Our Future

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Unconditional

The tip of your finger across my back
down my spine
Where our love will soon intertwine
Your soft lips
Hold my hips
Sweet kisses
Things I'm always missing
Your eyes
My thighs
Down my neck
Can't wait to see what's next
Across my chest
Looking deep inside
My fire I can't hide
Spill your love on me
Splash me with your scent
Give me what I've been yearning for
You are heaven scent

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

My Vision; My Imagination

Sometimes I walk outside and open my eyes
My eyes aren't always opened
Many times I walk around with them closed
But other times I go outside and open my eyes wide
I look at you
See right through you
I read your mind
Laugh at the things I'm not suppose to know
Then I close my eyes and use my imagination from what I hear
When I open my eyes, my vision doesn't match my imagination
Cause' who I see is not who I wish you were
Sometimes I walk outside and open my eyes
My eyes aren't always opened
Many times I walk around with them closed
But other times I go outside and see right through you

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Your Priorities

Where do your priorities lay when you have to make a decision
Do they lay with your friend
Long term boyfriend
The person whose hurt you many times
The one that tells lies
Where do your priorities lay when it's life or death
Do you turn the other cheek when you can't face the truth
In reality what do you do
When you gotta make a decision
In what position
do you put yourself in
Where do your priorities lie
Do you even know why

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

It's Better this Way

Letting go
Allowing distance
Moving on
Never looking back
It's better this way
Because I no longer have to wonder
No longer have to run behind you hoping everythings ok
It's not my job anyway
It's better this way
Cause' my heart is no longer on the line
and I no longer have to worry about you
It's better for me

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Not Forever

I'm not your leftovers
I'm not your second
I have a heart
Obviously it's nothing to you
Cause you come as you please
Go as you please
Believing I'll always be here
Not always
Cause one day I'll use my feet
and keep it moving

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Self

I need to release you
Let you step out these shoes
I need a new doo
I have no idea about you
How you come through
Shake up my world
Turn me into another girl
Send me for a whirl
Everything about me was pure
But here I am; my mind spinning
Time is ticking
and I can't shake you
The sh*t you put me through

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Every Mans Dream

Come here, take my hand
Let me release your tension
You've been on my mind all day
I'm sure it's like wise
Close your eyes
Don't worry about that
Let me help you relax
I work magic; I can do tricks
Things that will make you forget
about why your head hurts, why you're tired, why you made that decision in the first place
Concentrate
This may take a while
But I'm sure I'll make you smile
Let me nibble on your ear
Don't worry, there's nothing to fear
Let me throw on something sexy
If you let me
Let me take you away
Cater to you
Let me Love you

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Fantasy

An invitation
Secret getaway with you
Long vacation over due
The people that mean the most
would be in disgust
if they knew about the events between us
But still away we fly together
In our own world as if it lasted forever
Spending the day in bed
Embracing everything that's said
Wishing it would never end
Can't wait to do it again

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

My Warning

I ain't even mad
Really I'm not
Cause I knew
I knew just where it was headed
I heard my heart give me a warning
I proceeded with caution
But I still proceeded
Here I am laughing
Cause' I had a warning but I didn't listen

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

You Will Smile Again

You have nothing to say
You've built an area around you
no Army could break down
You've had enough
No more fight left to give
but Somehow
My smile
Would give you enough to give me what I love to see
I know there's love in you
I know there's an area in you only I can fill
I know this
You may not tell me but I know
I know your heart
The kind of person you are
This area, brick wall, is only temporary
and as soon as your led to the right destination
your brick wall will be gone
and you'll smile again

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Deceit

Promises
Broken promises
Lies
Pain
Words spoken that look like a blur
I don't hear or see what you say
Cause' you told me a story and I just don't believe you
I knew from the moment that I said yes
You really meant no
Broken promises
Can't believe a word you say

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Away I Drift

Took a nice hot shower
Cleaned myself up from head to toe
But I have no where to go
Pulled my hair up from my neck
Got comfortable
Sat on my bed
Head to pillow
In my thoughts; I'm sinking low
Plugged up my ears
Forgot about all that's wrong
and listened to my ipod

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

You Must have Known

You must have known I needed you
You must have felt my heart sink
You must have felt my tear
You must have sensed my emotion
You must have known I needed to hear from you
You must have known
Cause right at my breaking point
You came to rescue me

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I'm All in your Head

I'm all in your head
Got you fantasizing
Agonizing
Over me and what I'll do to you
Contemplating
Anticipating what I'll take you through
Dreaming
Feening for all of me
Can't think straight
Can't concentrate
It's all about me
I've filled your head with my thoughts
Got you thinking about my snap shots
I'm all in your head
Maybe even in your bed......

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

My Seduction

I sway my hips to your rhythm
Your hands on my hips
Back and forth
Front to back
Our eyes meet
The connection is intense
It's like I've done this before
Felt this passsion a time or two
The heat rises between us
We haven't even left the ground yet
but it feels like were floating
My hair swings behind me as you catch up to my beat
It's not sex
but my seduction

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Our Song

A song comes on the radio and there you are
I close my eyes as I listen to the words
I see you
The words move my heart as I listen
I miss you
If I listen closely I can feel you
I smell you
and when that part comes that brings goose bumps
My heart tells me I love you
All I have to do is hear that song
and there you are

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Never Find

You'll always wish for me
You'll always love all of me
Just for being me
Every inch of me will occupy your mind
You'll never find another of my kind
Sweet
Sexy
Sensual
Oh so special
You'll look for me on every inch of this earth
but you'll always search
Cause' they'll never be a me
No woman can compete

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Ecstasy

I can feel you
Smell you
The air around me is you
I'm feeling your breathe on my neck
Heat rising up my back
Smile across my face
Yeah I like that
Heart Racing
Sweat beads develop on my forehead
Toes Curling
Sex
I'm in Ecstasy

The DIVA

http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Thursday, November 5, 2009

If I Could

If I could I'd be more than you know
I'd give so much of me
Never second guess or look back
I'd come strong and hard with mine
You'd never wanna let go
You'd never have to worry about anything
You could be you all day long
Peace and Happiness would surround
If I could I would
But I can't so let's imagine
Only time will tell....

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Thoughts

I'm drained; mentally
Thoughts are at a particular place
Somewhere out in space
Smiling at something I heard
Lately I've learned
just how true it is
So ready for all this
Everything I'm destined for
Even though I know I'll want more
Anticipation
A little relaxation
Wrapping my everyday thoughts around it
It even gets in my head when I sleep

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

L.O.V.E

I....You
Openly
Honestly
Freely
Completely

I....You
Forever
Always have
So bad

I...You
Passionately
Faithfully
Undoubtingly
Safely

I....You

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Patience

*Sigh*
Looking at the calendar which day will it be
turn my back to look in the mirror but it's not me
I see you
After a few minutes my mind is somewhere else
back ro previous conversations
back to previous moments
I'm smiling but I don't realize it
Cause' now I'm not looking at me
I see you
I realize it's you and unknowingly I reach out to touch your face
but my hand hits the mirror hard
I awake from day dreaming
and I see my face
Remembering where my thoughts were a few minutes ago
I look back at my calendar.......Patience

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Pure Happiness

I don't see a cloud in the sky
The sun shines bright through my window
and as I wake up a smile comes over my face
Pure Happiness
I can breathe a little more
I can think.....completely
I can do things better than ever
I slept like a baby last night
I had sweet memorable throughts
Butterflies in my stomach
Aahh!
Pure Happiness

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I'm an Addict

I'm supposed to be in recovery
I vowed to myself that this was the end of the journey
I need you
I need a break through
I need my medicine
I need something to hold my attention
The one thing that cures me
Puts a smile on my face
Loves me so beautifully
I went into a deep sleep to awake in withdraw
Cause' now I'm an addict and without you
I fall
I keep looking
Checking
visualizing
But there's nothing there
There goes my tear
I can't eat
Can't sleep
Can't function
Feels like I'm in a world of distruction
In my head
This can't be it
I'm pissed at the world
So give me a hit.......

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

In Between the Lines

Listen to my words
Read between the lines
Feel me through these words you see
I cannot be in your presense physically
Mentally I'm there
Do you feel me?
Ok
Close your eyes
Feel my love
Touch my chest
Do you feel my heart beating?
Come to this place and feel me in your own way
Let me be whatever it is you need me to be
and imagine you laying there and I'm reaching over you.....
In my dominate way
Space may invade us physically
but we we have a connection unknown to others
You and I both feel it
I can imagine
your expression I love so much
eyes......
Listen to my words
Read between the lines
I'm never living without you

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

In a Daze

Sat here all day
Lost in my thoughts
Wondered how easily we get caught in a web
Life's so complicated
You never know what the day will bring
But it's not like you can erase the day or make it go away
Just have to deal with it head on
and pray for strength to get you through

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Sunday, November 1, 2009

I'm Mad at You

I can't believe I took myself there
I allowed my eyes to bring tears
I allowed depression and sadness come over me
When I could have avoided this completely
I had total control and gave in to my feelings
So mad at you
I spent my day crying
How could I be so naive
What happened to me
The girl I used to know
Who never let her feelings show
Now I can't even look in the mirror

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

The Break Up

It's called the break up
like a relationship but different
I close my eyes and that's what I see
So slowly I let go
See the vision go out of sight

I'll forever hold those last words close
Deep in my heart
As I slowly let go of your hand
Watch you walk out of my heart
The break up

Feels like a highschool fling
Ending what seemed like a life time was only for a little while
I look deep into what I thought was your soul
Only what you truly revealed to me
So this is the end of the road.....I'm forced to believe

I'll forever hold those last words close
Deep in my heart
As I slowly let go of your hand
Watch you walk out of my heart
The break up

Not that I wanna let go
I'm forced to move on
Shoulda known it was too good to be true
Take a deep breathe
One
Two
Three
Let go.....The Break Up

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Playing a Game

I'm playing a game
a dirty game
The end is win or lose
I realize the consequences of my actions so I must choose
But I'm not ready to throw in the towel
I'm not ready to bow down

I'm so afraid
Afraid of the situation
Pain can only fill the moment once everything is said and done
hate that it's begun
But I'm not ready to let go

I'm playing a game
a game for keeps
Only one thing fills my thoughts and it's so deadly
It covers me
I can't think or function from this game I play
But I'm not ready to say goodbye...today

I'm so afraid
Afraid of the situation
Pain can only fill the moment once everything is said and done
hate that it's begun
But I'm not ready to let go

The Diva
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Friday, October 30, 2009

Never Enough

Don't ever think your hold is strong enough
sealed tightly enough
glued shut
I just might get up and give in

Don't ever think your words are loud enough
big enough
scarred enough
I might say I've had enough

Don't ever think you've affected me
said enough
loved enough
tried enough

One day I might say I'm done

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

I'm So Motivated

I'm so motivated
to move beyond here
to be able to look down and see how I've progressed
I'm so motivated
to love me fully without distractions
to be strong on my own; no one behind me but God
to be me plain and simple
I'm so motivated
to smile at my progession
to sing from my soul of happiness
I'm so motivated
so determined to get the hell on from here

The Diva

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Still

How patient am I
Love so hard
cry so silently
Give in so easily
Here I am still
Still physically here
Enduring what's given
Cause' I have a fight in me
A desire to fix "it"
But you can't fix anything that's already broken
So why am I still here
Patiently
loving hard
crying so silently
giving in so easily
Standing here still...

The Diva

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Don't Think you're Alone

Don't Think you're Alone
if your hearts starts to race
your mind wonders back to a familiar place
your smile is brought on by one particular thing
if every now and then you think of memories

Don't Think you're Alone
if you can't concentrate
if you can't handle everything on your plate
if you would wish things were different
if you didn't make certain decisions

Don't think you're alone
Cause' I spend my days in a daze too
wondering about.........

THE DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Rewind the Hands of Time

If I could turn back the hands of time, I would
I'd whined the clock back slowly to appreciate all that I've received throughout the years
I'd embrace my milestones
Thank the Lord for my blessings
Wait patiently on my destination
I'd go all the way back to day one
the day that begins the future
and make it work for me and you
I'd right my wrongs
Think of my decisions
Give more time where it's needed
and over look the minor things that make you.....you

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Well Kept Secret....

I can't concentrate
You have my attention
Fully
I can't write the way I used to
Can't do what I normally do
You have all of me
Mind
Body
and Soul
So unsafe
I wish you could wrap me up in your safe warm space
and never let me go
cause you make me feel the way I've missed feeling for so long
Loved by you
in so many words

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Risky

Its so unsafe
That I stand here
Out in deep waters alone
In my state of mind
anything's possible
So I must be cautious
My feelings have overcome me
and now I'm in a zone where I don't think I'll be able to free myself
So unsafe
No one to save me
I let my emotions get the best of me
and now I'm in knee deep

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Deja Vu

I can feel your heart beat
Your eyes meet mine
The Love
Passion
Excitement comes out in your touch across my face
and that's all it takes is one touch....
The decision is brutual
What do we do?
The only thing clear to me is the moment
everything else is a blur
and so is everything I see
as I awake from my dream

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Seasonal Love

Loving you through Spring
The person you are
Flaws and all
anticipating your call

Loving you through the Summer
Feeling your passion
Loving your touch
Missing you so much

Loving you through the Fall
Feeling the distance
No conversation
Have simply no patience

Loving you through the Winter
The end is near
Crying my tears
Loving the make-up sex it brings
to do it all over again in Spring

The Diva

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Used to be

I used to be you
some of you
half of you
part of you

I used to love like you
touch like you
caress like you
unveal like you

I used to be your smile
your laugh
your memories

I used to be
you used to be
it used to be

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Sunday, October 25, 2009

The Person who Stands Behind Me

Constantly I look behind me and I see you there
Standing tall in a part of my life that I've left behind
Physically I've left that moment; I've moved on
But mentally I'm there standing next to you
Mentally I still feel the same, love the same, care the same, long for all of that moment to be the same
But in reality, it is no more. It's over, it's gone, God has declared it over
I've realized today that yesterday is no more and you are apart of my yesterday
Therefore I must let you go
You are no longer reachable
You are no longer apart of me...today
And God says I shouldn't hold on to things that He has declared over because in reality, that moment is dead.
Never coming back to life
Yesterday is the past and today I take hold of my future
I've decided to let you go and no longer look over my shoulder at you
No longer wish or think what if, I wonder or I wish
The person who stands behind me
was in my presense.

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Prayer for my Friend

Lord, make a way for my friend
Show him the end of his trials and tribulations
Show him the end of the madness he faces everyday
Keep him safe and intuned with the things you say
Give him love and support; comfort and care
Hold him in your arms and let him know you're there
Make him get on his knees and say his prayers
Keep him strong and full of armor as he faces his haters
Let him know I love him today, tomorrow and forever
For this is only the beginning of things getting better

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Daydreaming

I thought about you all day
Your walk
Your talk
Your smile I love so much
I thought about our future
You know, you and me
How things will be
The blessings God will bestow on us
The life we'll live
It all looks so fascinating but I don't know
I could dream all day and things could never go my way
But the thought was fun; I enjoyed the ride
I enjoyed dreaming of what it would be like

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Goodbye

I gotta let you go
I know you’re no good for me
Something deep down inside holds on
But what I love is no more
I mean honestly years have gone by
Nothing can change the space and time between us
So let’s let go now
No hard feelings…..

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Exposing my Secrets

you exposed me
saw my true identity
you came across my personal space
made my heart race
and now here I am exposed and all of me shows
from the tips of my fingers to my pedicure toes
Shyly I give in to what you declare must be
I resist all of my feelings
You can't see this side of me
I need to continue to hide with my clothing
But that time has passed
this is me
and now you know all my secrets

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Don't take me there

Don't take me there
Come on, don't do that
Don't make me revert back to the person you love to hate
Don't get under my skin
Don't make me get an attitude
Don't make me snap and say something I'll regret
Don't take me there
There I don't wanna be
I'd rather sit here in peace
Please don't take me there
Don't wanna be who I used to be
Don't wanna get a headache from being sick and tired
Don't push my buttons cause I might punch, scream and smack
Trust me you don't want that
Just walk away; move away
Get away from me
Upset I don't wanna be
Don't take me there

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Monday, October 19, 2009

Our Encounters

For the first time in a long time
I Anticipate
For as long as I can remember I’ve longed for this moment
This feeling
Now here I am
Waiting
For the previous nights
I’m in awe
The paradise
The bliss I feel from our encounters
Yeah I’m feeling it
Do you?
I can’t believe I’m here on cloud nine
Counting down
The hours
The minutes
The seconds
Until……Our Encounter

The Diva
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Sad Memory I must Remember

Today is a hard day for me. I told myself that I was going to sleep the day away and wake up when everything was all over. But I can't seem to do that and everything reminds me of the sad memory I must remember.

Today is my brothers birthday and in 5 days it will be 2 years since he was taken from me and my family. You figure after 2 years the mourning and pain would be gone but I woke up with it fresh as if it just happened yesterday. All my many questions floated back into my head. "Why?" Why?" "Why?" I can't begin to explain the pain I feel for not having him in my life. To know he has a son he's never meet and my daughter he's never met, I hurt terribly everyday but today it's worse because we would be celebrating his birthday. Sometimes I'm eager to live the days of my life to get to him. Sometimes I feel like what good do I do on earth if he's not here with me. But I know my brother and he would be very upset at me for thinking that way. So I smile and instead of crying and I think about all the good memories I had with him.

I woke up this morning to see what time it was and the date on my clock said October 14th. My brother's birthday. I went back to sleep to ease the thought of not having him but I ended up dreaming about him. I woke up to a voicemail on my phone from our cousin, my brother's best friend. I guess I have to face the music. And it doesn't stop here. I have 5 days to get through. It hurts like hell.

~Missing my brother~

Secret Fantasy

I saw you
You’ve never seen me before
Wanted something so bad that wasn’t mine
We connected in a way
Walked and talked as we realized we were going to the same place
For a split second I wasn’t who I really was
My dream come true
I sat next to you while reality was in front of me
But the person I’d briefly turned in to anticipated the next move
She forgot about what was true
Slowly we kissed; met mutually
Soft and sensual
The way it was supposed to be
But as quickly as you came
You left
Back to reality

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Thank you for Release

Thank you Lord
I heard your voice
I felt you in my spirit
My tears fell as i felt your presence
Chills came over my body as I listened to your words
Thank you Lord
for direction
for protection
for love
and all the above
Thank you for releasing my feelings
Thank you for loving me

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Here I am; Here I stand

The Lord has taken me places
I've seen a lot; done a lot
here I am
here I stand
I've cried my fair share of tears
I've banged my knees from many days of praying
here I am
here I stand
So many people have come and go
So many have deceived me; hurt me
here I am
here I stand
The Lord hasn't given up on me; he hasn't forgotten me
I stand in the palm of His hand
At the end of the day when friends are foe's
family members, I just don't know
Still...
here I am
here I stand

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Familiar Lonliness

This morning I shed a tear for you
My heart ached for you
My arms long to hold you
Our memories; I long to be with you
I jumped out my sleep; hoping next to me you'd been there
Opening my eyes; I feared
The truth was near
The pain escaped my heart
I realized we were apart
How easily, quickly, without a goodbye you left me
Days like this I can't see from my crying

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Who are you?

Are you with me or against me?
Are you for me or here to destroy me?
Do you feel me or care nothing about me?
Do you support me or kill my dreams?
Is your heart sincere or do you not care?
Are you real or are you what doesn't appear?
My heart doesn't trust you and my mind says "There here to destroy you"
But I really wanna know who are you?

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

For You

I wanna be alone; I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna pick up the phone
I wanna soak in my thoughts
I don't wanna care about anyone else
I wanna be to myself
Cause around this time my mind is deep in thought
and my attention cant be caught
I'm fixed on something I know I can't have
and the presence makes me so sad
So I'd rather be alone to hurt silently
Deep in my thoughts as I cry mentally.........For You!

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

To Feel Me

If only you could look through my eyes
see the picture I see
realize what needs to be done

If only you could live through my skin
feel the pain I feel
reach for what I reach for

If only you could sing my song
cry my tears
walk in my foot steps
see the world the way I see it
live through me
you'd see what I see
know what I know
feel how I feel
want what I want
cry like I cry
You could be me
but you are not me
your the person I see
wishing you could understand me.

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

The Inner Me

The inner me
not officially Dominique
But part of me still remains
as everyone else stays the same
Down time I took
to take a better look
to see the DIVA in me
how I get on the grind so confidently
With a God-filled spirit
this is what it is
and with a strength so strong
coming at me would be wrong
I am a DIVA, a Queen, an Empress
and the inner me has resurfaced
I'm so blessed!
and you see the change; with envy you wish
my life wasn't so fabulous
I'm a God fearing woman, in control of me
and on to the next level of The Inner Me
While I'm making moves; living out my destiny
I'm looking at you in the rearview mirror starring at me!

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Thursday, September 3, 2009

FIRE

I'm there
in a mode I hate the most
I'm bothered, irritated and annoyed
People feel like I'm their toy
Circles I go in with people in my life; I need a change
I long for it but most of the time things remain the same
Friends aren't real; It's back and forth drama
Can't stand the smell and it's aroma
Family is the first to screw you
Your feelings, needs, and wants are nothing but the sh*t on their shoe
So what do you do? Keep it moving I guess
It's just a whole bunch of mess
and unnecessary stress......

Monday, August 31, 2009

No longer in the mirror

I changed so much for you
I created a new me for you
For you, the old me changed
I dipped into a new dress
Fixed my hair into something rare
Shined myself in diamonds and pearls
For you I changed my world
French manicure on each toe
Nails did every weekend
For you I did a 360
and this is how you treat me?

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Filling me up with Love

Good morning he says
how did you sleep
peaceful she replies; peaceful with you next to me
He smiles at the beauty that lays next to him
Silently thanking God for his wonderful blessing
She gets out of bed; today she has much to look forward to
Her silhoutte he watches; she knows just what to do
A night of love
A morning in bliss
They never knew love could feel like this

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

The Love

Long lives the love within you and me
and even though life throws trials and tribulations it doesn't mean a thing to me
It storms; the rain fails; the sun shines
still love resides
Like the leaves on a tree
you make my heart beat
without you there's no me and I know you feel this deeply
Time and time again life tries to push it's way through
But time only makes me fall deeper in love with you!

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Years of Roses

The other day they were pink, representing our friendship we shared.
Yesterday they were red, representing the love we'd formed for each other.
Today there pink, red and white, representing our marriage, our family and the commitment we have between one another.
The years of roses.........

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

If I

Dear Heavenly Father

If I wasn't patient enough, forgive me
If I wasn't clear enough, teach me
If I wasn't honest enough, reveal me
If I wasn't strong enough, strengthen me If my eyes were closed, open them
If my heart felt pain, mend it
If I cried a little, dry my tear
If I don't belong, take me away from here
If I haven't listened enough, stop me
If I haven't repented enough, show me
If I haven't been faithful, I'm sorry
If I haven't lived your will, change me
If it ain't right for me, take it away
Cause' I didn't need it yesterday and I don't need it today
If I can't find the words to say, then speak to me
Cause' I'd hate for the devil to get a hold on me
If I didn't know then, I know now.....You have changed me
Cleaned me
Covered me
Fed me
Clothed me
Embraced me
If I am you...you are me!

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Deep Down

Deep down inside you don't belong in my life
Deep down inside something isn't right
It feels like you're not a friend but a foe
but deep down inside...I just don't know
I tell myself you live a life that I can't be apart of
Deep down inside I feel it's a sign from above
But I continue to live in battle wondering if
you are as true of a friend as you insist

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

You Light my Fire

Every inch of the temple I occupy longs for the placement of your strong, delicate hands
Facing away, I lay unveiled
The light shimmers on the temple you have began to embrace
Slowly I'm warmed and relaxed by your caress
Who would have ever known the fire could still burn today
in this time
in our phase of life
With every kissevery smile
every touch
You Light My Fire

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

The Other side of my Eye Lids

I woke up but I wanted to go back to sleep
back to my dreammy eyes realized reality
a place I wanted to disappear
So I closed my eyes and wished for the other side of my eye lids
The place where all my dreams come true
The place I anticipate every night
The other side of my eye lidsThe other side of my eye lids capture my inner feelings
my peace
my comfort
my heart
Though sometimes they put me in a scary place, I can always count on God to pull me out
The other side of my eye lids
my dreams

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Saturday, August 29, 2009

My Life

The passion to strive and love all that I do
The Motivation to keep going
The Fire that burns in me
The Dream I visualize every time I wanna give up
The Love for the game
The Heart full of strength
The PainThe Hurt
The Bruise from falling to my knees praying for a miracle
Still my Passion, my Motivation, my Fire, my Dream
My Life

Damaged

In you I see some place I don't knowc
overed in painsheltered tears
Clearly I can see; so strongly you try to hide it
Purposely, the enemy tempts you; tries to break you
but day in and day out you hold on for dear life
This covered pain I see; these sheltered tears, in the long run will destroy you
simply because you don't know how to express your feelings
In the end, when it's all said and done, this you will have to deal with
I pray you find the courage to fix it before it's too late.

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Friday, August 28, 2009

Husband & Wife Affair

Secret phone calls
Late night conversations
Hidden Kisses
Secret Romances
Tingling of Lust
Deep satisfaction of trust
Lies and Betrayal
In love they fell
Constant disclosure of his mistress
With his eye he undressed her
Casual flirtation
Secret celebration
Living a double life
Having an affair with his wife.

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

You said to me

Last night you spoke words to me
Words I never thought I'd hear
You would give it up just like that
Bad habits out the door for one last chance
I was in awe at the words you spoke
How hard I try to leave the situation be; I just can't
But so freely you spoke words I'll never forget
I wanna tell the world but I can't reveal my secret

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda,

If you could change things I know you would
You'd go back in time
make things right
free us again
home we would be
If you could erase the bad memories, I know you would
Old times would resurface
No frowns; All smiles
It would be just you and me
I know you would but you can't
I guess this is the way it should be

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

I had to

I had to let you go
I had no choice
You weren't who you were supposed to be
You lied
and over the years I changed
We grew apart
All I've ever done was be the bigger person
But now I'm done
I quit
I give in
I can't continue to give my all
cause' I'm losing me
to please you
and that I just can't do

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Can I

Can I get a little love
appreciation, care?
Can I get something that shows your happy to see me?
Can I get a little affection that says I love youI miss youI need you
Why do I have to bring it to your attention
Why can't you realize you are neededa part of me longs for a part of you
Can I get something other than the smell of you when you walk by me
Can I....

The Diva
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Not in my Shoes

You don't know me
you don't know my walk
my talk
my stand
the sway of my hair
the number of strands on my head
you don't know
But so quickly you judge me
Look down on me
Know exactly what to say to convince me
but really you don't know
and if you knew you'd know
your feet would be too small to fit in these big shoes
Yeah I wear a six but I'm a whole lot of woman and you'd have no idea how to deal with being me
Cause' I'm a woman of God and no one walks in these shoes but me

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Queen

I am the figure that stands next to him
The one who fulfills all his desires
The one he eagerly comes home to each day
I am the one who holds his heart so gently
The one that occupies every inch of him
I am him
I am the one he holds hands with everyday of his life
I am his Queen

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

KING

Expressively, I call you this. Simply cause' that's who you are
You hold a position in my life that's right next to God. For this you are my KING.
You treat me the way a Queen is supposed to be treated. I am your right hand and together we rule the world.
Our World
Yes you are the KING of my heart.
It's yours.
You are the KING of my body; not meant for anyone else.
Just like a KING, you are the ruler; many follow you.
As your Queen, you've protected me, loved me, cared for me, adored me, embraced me, pleased me.
In our hearts lay ROYALTY.
My umbrella in the rain
My shade in the sun.
You are my KING!

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Remember

I remember the times so vividly like they occurred yesterday
The times when my dreams came true and nothing seemed to phase you
The times when I couldn’t be more happy; the times when God had truly blessed me
And you instead of celebrating with me acted as if the day meant nothing.
Sometimes I wonder how can I be here?
Sometimes I wonder is this God’s plan for me
Because I cry more than I am happy
Although I easily forgive and move on, I never forget, I always remember so vividly

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

My Rearview Mirror

On occasion when I'm in my car I look in the rearview mirror
Not to be cautious; to simply look and see what's going on
I notice while in the car, my eyes drift to the rearview mirror several times while I drive
This same thing I do in my life
On occasion when living my life, I look in the rearview mirror, my past.
Not to be cautious but to simply look back and wish
Sometimes I believe this is why I haven't moved forward in certain areas of my life
I keep looking in my rearview mirror
If only I didn't glance so muchI could pay attention to the things in front of me, the road.

The Diva
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Passing by

I thought I saw you
in a car passing by
All our memories came back so quickly
I wanted to scream out your name
but then I remembered
you were no longer with us
and the duplication of you went flying by
like your life on this earth

The Diva
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Do you know she's a woman?

Can you be all that I ask
Can you rescue me
Turn my frown into a smile
Shower me with all I deserve unconditionally
Can you be what I've been waiting for
Sweep me off me feet
Keep your pride hidden inside and worship me
Keep your stubborn ways from ruining our days
Do you know the essence of me
My undying beauty
My intelligent thoughts
My sexy walk
The way I talk
Can you worship me as a queen,
The Head Diva in Charge
The mother of your children
The heart of this family
Can you treat me like a woman should be treated
Yes I know any female can be a woman But I am a one of a kind
another you'll never find
Can you do what I want on my turf
Do you know my worth

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

The Child in Me

After so many years a child still lives in me
She's exciting, humorous and outgoing
She still loves to read the books that once got her attention years ago
She can still hear the music that made her young hips flow
She still desires the candy that sweetened her lips
The childhood games she couldn't resist
Still in me lives a childA part of me a child is
The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

I see you girl

Long beautiful brown hair Skin as smooth as silk

A stand to turn heads

A walk that makes you talk

A behind that's.....oh my!

And eyes shaped like almonds

The personality of confidence

The creativity of a genius

Beautifully made Misunderstood completely

Of course she's not loved by all But definitely by many

She's me and I am her

This is how I see you

The Diva

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com