Exposing my Secrets

you exposed me
saw my true identity
you came across my personal space
made my heart race
and now here I am exposed and all of me shows
from the tips of my fingers to my pedicure toes
Shyly I give in to what you declare must be
I resist all of my feelings
You can't see this side of me
I need to continue to hide with my clothing
But that time has passed
this is me
and now you know all my secrets

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Don't take me there

Don't take me there
Come on, don't do that
Don't make me revert back to the person you love to hate
Don't get under my skin
Don't make me get an attitude
Don't make me snap and say something I'll regret
Don't take me there
There I don't wanna be
I'd rather sit here in peace
Please don't take me there
Don't wanna be who I used to be
Don't wanna get a headache from being sick and tired
Don't push my buttons cause I might punch, scream and smack
Trust me you don't want that
Just walk away; move away
Get away from me
Upset I don't wanna be
Don't take me there

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Our Encounters

For the first time in a long time
I Anticipate
For as long as I can remember I’ve longed for this moment
This feeling
Now here I am
Waiting
For the previous nights
I’m in awe
The paradise
The bliss I feel from our encounters
Yeah I’m feeling it
Do you?
I can’t believe I’m here on cloud nine
Counting down
The hours
The minutes
The seconds
Until……Our Encounter

The Diva
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/

Sad Memory I must Remember

Today is a hard day for me. I told myself that I was going to sleep the day away and wake up when everything was all over. But I can't seem to do that and everything reminds me of the sad memory I must remember.

Today is my brothers birthday and in 5 days it will be 2 years since he was taken from me and my family. You figure after 2 years the mourning and pain would be gone but I woke up with it fresh as if it just happened yesterday. All my many questions floated back into my head. "Why?" Why?" "Why?" I can't begin to explain the pain I feel for not having him in my life. To know he has a son he's never meet and my daughter he's never met, I hurt terribly everyday but today it's worse because we would be celebrating his birthday. Sometimes I'm eager to live the days of my life to get to him. Sometimes I feel like what good do I do on earth if he's not here with me. But I know my brother and he would be very upset at me for thinking that way. So I smile and instead of crying and I think about all the good memories I had with him.

I woke up this morning to see what time it was and the date on my clock said October 14th. My brother's birthday. I went back to sleep to ease the thought of not having him but I ended up dreaming about him. I woke up to a voicemail on my phone from our cousin, my brother's best friend. I guess I have to face the music. And it doesn't stop here. I have 5 days to get through. It hurts like hell.

~Missing my brother~

Secret Fantasy

I saw you
You’ve never seen me before
Wanted something so bad that wasn’t mine
We connected in a way
Walked and talked as we realized we were going to the same place
For a split second I wasn’t who I really was
My dream come true
I sat next to you while reality was in front of me
But the person I’d briefly turned in to anticipated the next move
She forgot about what was true
Slowly we kissed; met mutually
Soft and sensual
The way it was supposed to be
But as quickly as you came
You left
Back to reality

The DIVA
http://www.dominiquewatson.webs.com/