If I Could

If I could I'd be more than you know
I'd give so much of me
Never second guess or look back
I'd come strong and hard with mine
You'd never wanna let go
You'd never have to worry about anything
You could be you all day long
Peace and Happiness would surround
If I could I would
But I can't so let's imagine
Only time will tell....

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Thoughts

I'm drained; mentally
Thoughts are at a particular place
Somewhere out in space
Smiling at something I heard
Lately I've learned
just how true it is
So ready for all this
Everything I'm destined for
Even though I know I'll want more
Anticipation
A little relaxation
Wrapping my everyday thoughts around it
It even gets in my head when I sleep

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

L.O.V.E

I....You
Openly
Honestly
Freely
Completely

I....You
Forever
Always have
So bad

I...You
Passionately
Faithfully
Undoubtingly
Safely

I....You

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Patience

*Sigh*
Looking at the calendar which day will it be
turn my back to look in the mirror but it's not me
I see you
After a few minutes my mind is somewhere else
back ro previous conversations
back to previous moments
I'm smiling but I don't realize it
Cause' now I'm not looking at me
I see you
I realize it's you and unknowingly I reach out to touch your face
but my hand hits the mirror hard
I awake from day dreaming
and I see my face
Remembering where my thoughts were a few minutes ago
I look back at my calendar.......Patience

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Pure Happiness

I don't see a cloud in the sky
The sun shines bright through my window
and as I wake up a smile comes over my face
Pure Happiness
I can breathe a little more
I can think.....completely
I can do things better than ever
I slept like a baby last night
I had sweet memorable throughts
Butterflies in my stomach
Aahh!
Pure Happiness

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

I'm an Addict

I'm supposed to be in recovery
I vowed to myself that this was the end of the journey
I need you
I need a break through
I need my medicine
I need something to hold my attention
The one thing that cures me
Puts a smile on my face
Loves me so beautifully
I went into a deep sleep to awake in withdraw
Cause' now I'm an addict and without you
I fall
I keep looking
Checking
visualizing
But there's nothing there
There goes my tear
I can't eat
Can't sleep
Can't function
Feels like I'm in a world of distruction
In my head
This can't be it
I'm pissed at the world
So give me a hit.......

The DIVA

www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

In Between the Lines

Listen to my words
Read between the lines
Feel me through these words you see
I cannot be in your presense physically
Mentally I'm there
Do you feel me?
Ok
Close your eyes
Feel my love
Touch my chest
Do you feel my heart beating?
Come to this place and feel me in your own way
Let me be whatever it is you need me to be
and imagine you laying there and I'm reaching over you.....
In my dominate way
Space may invade us physically
but we we have a connection unknown to others
You and I both feel it
I can imagine
your expression I love so much
eyes......
Listen to my words
Read between the lines
I'm never living without you

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

In a Daze

Sat here all day
Lost in my thoughts
Wondered how easily we get caught in a web
Life's so complicated
You never know what the day will bring
But it's not like you can erase the day or make it go away
Just have to deal with it head on
and pray for strength to get you through

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

I'm Mad at You

I can't believe I took myself there
I allowed my eyes to bring tears
I allowed depression and sadness come over me
When I could have avoided this completely
I had total control and gave in to my feelings
So mad at you
I spent my day crying
How could I be so naive
What happened to me
The girl I used to know
Who never let her feelings show
Now I can't even look in the mirror

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

The Break Up

It's called the break up
like a relationship but different
I close my eyes and that's what I see
So slowly I let go
See the vision go out of sight

I'll forever hold those last words close
Deep in my heart
As I slowly let go of your hand
Watch you walk out of my heart
The break up

Feels like a highschool fling
Ending what seemed like a life time was only for a little while
I look deep into what I thought was your soul
Only what you truly revealed to me
So this is the end of the road.....I'm forced to believe

I'll forever hold those last words close
Deep in my heart
As I slowly let go of your hand
Watch you walk out of my heart
The break up

Not that I wanna let go
I'm forced to move on
Shoulda known it was too good to be true
Take a deep breathe
One
Two
Three
Let go.....The Break Up

The DIVA
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com

Playing a Game

I'm playing a game
a dirty game
The end is win or lose
I realize the consequences of my actions so I must choose
But I'm not ready to throw in the towel
I'm not ready to bow down

I'm so afraid
Afraid of the situation
Pain can only fill the moment once everything is said and done
hate that it's begun
But I'm not ready to let go

I'm playing a game
a game for keeps
Only one thing fills my thoughts and it's so deadly
It covers me
I can't think or function from this game I play
But I'm not ready to say goodbye...today

I'm so afraid
Afraid of the situation
Pain can only fill the moment once everything is said and done
hate that it's begun
But I'm not ready to let go

The Diva
www.dominiquewatson.webs.com